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Name: Stephanie
Country: Canada
Gender: Female
Interests: Canadian (Mtl) Chinese
<3 // shopping, music, baking XD, msn, doodling, pixel art, badminton, photography, starbucks, chocolate (any form), pink, bunnies, love
Expertise: Lounging to Eyes on Me [Piano version] - FFVIII <3
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
3/18/2003
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| But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
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| If he knew that I've been thinking about him the past few days, he would be laughing to himself like he sometimes seemed to do in the summer when we worked together.
I'll forget about him soon enough. I mean, if he can forget about me so can I (forget about him)!
In the mean time...let's hope I get my job!
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|  So I haven't been on Xanga for god knows how long (over a year for sure)
A lot changed since my last post anyways.
I had a boyfriend, then I broke up with him (my choice). I had a crush on a co-worker and then something happened and *poof* now we're not talking (ever since I got back from Hong Kong). The good thing is at least it doesn't make me wallow in my own stupidity. He goes to HEC. I go to McGill. He's 2 years older than me, white and perfectly bilingual. I'm 2 years younger than him, Asian and NOT perfectly bilingual.
Somehow it seemed to work at the time. HAHAHAHA Well now I'll never know! But as they say, there's plenty of fish in the sea, and if you don't get it the first time, try and try again.
Okay now I sound like an idiot. I'm not desperate for a boyfriend. I think it's great being single for now, and just enjoying life, friends and finding out what I really want out of life. Ooo sounds so philosophical. But just wait until Valentine's Day rolls around. Either I'll be cynical, or I'll be mopey if I don't have anyone to celebrate with. I could always grab a best friend to um, bake brownies that are in heart shapes for. How...romantic.
Now that school's started, and the world is like "WOW You worked at the government!" and I'm trying to juggle everything (CA recruitment WITH classes...with socializing)...and I just turned 20 a few days ago, I don't know WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO NOW?
Obviously, study, socialize and enjoy the last year at McGill. There's too much to do in so little time and my first midterm is in like...what 3 weeks?
THREE WEEKS? WTF? Gah, I want to enjoy the beautiful weather before it slips away!
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| Happy One Year <3
Steph <3 Brian
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| I rarely update here. pfft. People must hate me.
Maybe it's because no one bothers reading blogs anymore. I guess maybe it was all just a trend.
But for me, a journal never was a 'blog' and a 'blog' never was a journal.
So in essence, I don't know what I'm talking about right now.
Too much accounting in my brain. @_@
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